I Am...

...complicated.  We all are, right!?

 I have always had body confidence issues among many, many others issues in my life.  So much so I competed in the Mrs. NE Pageant to help prove to myself that I am pretty and beautiful inside and out because I have never believed it.  Friends have said many things to me about the next dreaded birthday now that I am 39:  It's all down hill from here or you will just learn to love yourself more.

Well dang it...I'm just going to figure it out on my own!!

Felicity Jane has inspired me to do a little self love scrapbook test with an 'I AM Challenge' and here are the results.

Yup that is me and my boobie.  Both of us are hanging out in bed.  

As Tyra Banks says, I'm smizing with my eyes. (it's not a come hither look, truly :))

I had this paper that looked like the periodic table of elements but was a 12 x 12 sheet of nothing but self affirmations!!  Oddly one of them was element 39. Ironic, huh!

What I know is that I'm still not sure what "I AM", but I'm praying to God I have some time left here on earth to figure it out.